My Magnums & Dark Chocolates

They are currently helping me to get through whatever mood swings I've.
Guess I've bought over ten boxes already.

It's like a fifty fifty kind of thing right now... and i'm aware that sometimes life doesn't give you as much as a 100% assurance.
I can only study to the best of my abilities within this given period of time.

It's definitely nice that my friends were actually there for me. Some of them kinda shared the same sentiments too. But due to my lack of time management, i've to admit that such situations makes me feel like i'm probably still lacking behind the majority albeit the fact that i'm not facing this alone.

Today, I overheard Dad suggesting to cancel his trip just to be here during this period.
I actually felt guilty that I had to make my parents feel this way.
I should have been able to cope better and give them more confidence of my self management.
But I guessed my emotions were too overwhelming and it might have impacted them as well.

I need to stop worrying, and have faith in myself.
Self reminder: Every cloud has a silver lining.

So if I did my best, it should at least serve as a legit reason for me to let it go.