Recently grandpa had been unwell and I spent the night at the hospital watching over him.. Only when I managed to sleep the next morning, I received a call from Citibank that I was selected for an interview for the human resource department at Asia Square (the new citi building at marina bay).
Ever since, I've been experiencing a surge of anxiety in me.. I was very troubled over my internship and also the many possibilities of where I would end up if I wasn't going to be selected by any of the choices I've made. My worries got accumulated over the weeks also partially due to OCBC as they have not made any calls to anyone I've known at the moment. So it dragged from my preparation of my interview where I worry how should I present myself to the interviewer and also, who is my supervisor, and then to the results of the interview, whereby I waited day and night for the organization to call me up. I knew I was overreacting, but I just couldn't help it for some reasons. Been brooding over it, telling my friends about it, and repeating myself over and over again... I found myself getting really annoying by the amount of times I had to mention Citibank to everybody around me. As usual, friends told me not to worry or give so much thought about it. It's not going to help in any way, neither is it going to bring me more confidence or change the results in the end. So why the trouble?
Makes a lot of sense...
Anyway, I just hope I could do something to change my worrisome self to somebody who can think more positively and be more open to other possibilities, instead of focusing on conclusions that are just meant be bad endings.
*Cross my fingers*
Everything will just be fine :)
& I too, pray for the best to all my friends with regards to their ideal internship company. May god bless them with the bravery, courage, determination and positive attitude so that they can challenge themselves and overcome whichever obstacles that they might face during their internship period.
Ever since, I've been experiencing a surge of anxiety in me.. I was very troubled over my internship and also the many possibilities of where I would end up if I wasn't going to be selected by any of the choices I've made. My worries got accumulated over the weeks also partially due to OCBC as they have not made any calls to anyone I've known at the moment. So it dragged from my preparation of my interview where I worry how should I present myself to the interviewer and also, who is my supervisor, and then to the results of the interview, whereby I waited day and night for the organization to call me up. I knew I was overreacting, but I just couldn't help it for some reasons. Been brooding over it, telling my friends about it, and repeating myself over and over again... I found myself getting really annoying by the amount of times I had to mention Citibank to everybody around me. As usual, friends told me not to worry or give so much thought about it. It's not going to help in any way, neither is it going to bring me more confidence or change the results in the end. So why the trouble?
Makes a lot of sense...
Anyway, I just hope I could do something to change my worrisome self to somebody who can think more positively and be more open to other possibilities, instead of focusing on conclusions that are just meant be bad endings.
*Cross my fingers*
Everything will just be fine :)
& I too, pray for the best to all my friends with regards to their ideal internship company. May god bless them with the bravery, courage, determination and positive attitude so that they can challenge themselves and overcome whichever obstacles that they might face during their internship period.
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