Friday, September 30, 2011

Frustrations & Temptations

Been trying to get myself to work out on alternate days before school reopens. Hope my body will be stronger somehow. Once school starts, my lifestyle will not be an ideal one, neither will it be healthy. Late nights, and majority of the day spent sitting in front of my lappy doing assignments and stuff, be it in school or at home. What's more, there is lesser time for leisure and by the time weekend approaches, I'll be all so tired and exhausted that I'll most probably choose to stay and sleep or rest at home. Which also concludes that it will be more challenging for me in finding time to exercise. At times I tend to ponder how some people can just squeeze their schedules so tightly till they are almost out of breath, pushing limits to the brim. They can just continue to work during the two most precious days of the week or right after school's over. It is amazing to see how they can effectively cope with the workload even during exam periods. Well, unfortunately I always struggle quite a bit if I have a part time job to commit to during the weekends. It was one of these few days I met a job offer from a friend to work at the zoo like some ticketing admin or something. The minimum period of commitment is actually six months, and that's most likely because many republicans go there for their internships too. Guess that's why it is necessary for them to require a standard period of job commitment to be fair to all staffs. Jasm said if she got sacked then we'll consider about it. Hahahah. So in the meantime, I won't think about it.

Was suppose to hangout with my lovelies yesterday but all thanks to the competition submission deadline, everything was screwed up. But it's okay, at least I know I tried my best as a team member.. Even I have to stay up until 3am+ just to handle everything since afternoon, it's worth it! :) Since it has already been done, why not just think positively. But I've to admit that I was really panicking and getting all stressed up yesterday due to the massive pile of work still being unorganized when today's the final day for us to hand in all our efforts made for the past few months. I always rely so much on people so when I found out my whole team was abroad and not contactable, I started to worry that if there were any sudden problems that cropped up at the very last minute, I would face difficulties in handling them alone.
But at least everything is pretty stable now...

As for today, I'll be heading out. *Smiles*
I shan't nag and whine over the few days left before school reopens but I shall just enjoy it while I can. More positive behaviour yeahhhh. Omg can't help but to laugh at what I'm typing. It's just soo not me- not the way I see things as, but I'll give it a try. Haha!

Okay before that, I'll prolly head down to purchase fruits then stock them up at home, return some library audio books at civic and head down! To where? I'm not sure yet. Most probably cityhall. Like where else other than these few places in Singapore do people head to? Dull and boring. In the long run, it only seems to be a country where people go out more for the companionship than the location itself. I bet everybody is starting to get sick of the places. My country should seriously try to be more interesting.. however not in the "spending money to make ourselves happy" sense. Despite chances are slim cause we are only living in a little island and there's nothing much they can do with the places of interest, I always hope for more. What can you hear out there.. Singapore being very well established? An eye opener for its investments made and education systems? How about the places of interest? Not really much on that. I always look things in a different perspective from many people around me... even my parents. They always tell me about the natural disasters and safety in comparison to others. But there is always good and bad in life. Pros and cons are definitely present in everything you do. And for me, I feel that safety is not something worth sacrificing for anyone to stop seeing the world. Life is short. If you have an opportunity to be more relaxed, appreciate more beautiful things, experience how big the world can be and lead a happier life ahead... Go for it. :)


We only live life once, we should make the best out of it.

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