Finally Over

Suddenly felt a huge burden of workload being lifted and lesser time constraints to deal with.
I could say that it's a good thing that I manage to complete my understanding test if I didn't consider the last question that I left partially blank. In fact the few words I typed were all meaningless as everything was done hastily at the last minute and I had no idea what answer was expected for that question.

It was better for me that I didn't complete totally due to the lack of knowledge rather than the lack of time.
I would say I improved as both did play a part in the last question but at least it wasn't all due to my weak time management. :)
My friends thought I was crazy when I told them that. Well, I guess majority of the crowds would have preferably choose to experience an incomplete paper due to lack of time rather than knowledge. I may be one person who have a weird mindset. But one thing I know is that I wouldn't be as upset and brooding over it the whole time round for the next few days. Cause I simply know that I would blame myself for not being efficient enough.

You know the strong feeling that stirs in you. Knowing clearly that it's not worth it to lose a battle like that.
I rather have no armour and die. Rather to have an armour and still die. Somehow my mind makes it seems more valid to me that way. Okay actually, I'm a little dumb to illustrate my thoughts in this manner.

Some careless mistakes were found as usual, but lets just cross fingers and pray for a pass at least.
I don't want to set my expectations too high, failure always leads me to unnecessary disappointment.
And since my first UT grades were horribly below expectations. What I'm trying to infer here is with reference to the school's expectations and not my own. Cause I actually scored a D without a plus for three goddamn modules.

Thank god I didn't fail, that's what I hear. But my risk is higher if I don't do well for the following UTs. Might as well thank myself for that too. Hard work doesn't get paid off if you don't work smart. This is one thing that I've learnt. It takes time for me to know how should I schedule my responsibilities and plan things ahead.

Anyway, i'm displaying improvements so i should be glad!

:)