i'm mentally & physically ill.

i just wish that my brains are somehow connected to yours.
that is the only way, that you will be able to understand how i feel.
it'll just probably help a tiny inch by improving on how to react under such circumstances.
it may just seem a little to you.
but it means a lot to me,
at least.
respect, tolerance, & everything. i've been putting in effort.
but somehow, it takes two hands to clap. why don't we have mutual respect for each other. why can't we have that. why the whole family seems to be uncooperative and yet still nagging and screaming their heads off on morals when they can't even be role models.
how do i even push myself forward when i'm pulled backwards..
being considerate is such a basic thing. do i even need to voice it out.
i'm exhausted. unpleasant stuff isn't my kind of thing to blog about.
however, u always choose to vent it out on me.
so to be frank, i'm at my wits end.

u know what.
maybe i should just give up on my recovery and face reality.