Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Can't define between what's young and old.

I recently snipped off my fringe at a salon, that I thought gave me a look that resembled alot like some three year old kido. But somebody told me I looked like an old lady. Seriously, I've never considered about my age and all those. But suddenly I felt like I'm withering at tokyo drift rate. While reflecting on that comment, I just can't help to feel a little affected by it. & Oh boyyyy. It's making me abit down. Hahaha. Or maybe I'm just being sensitive here.

I just know that this is the first time I'm really pondering and being slightly frustrated about how old I look. I don't seem above twenty, do I? I don't think so. But a few of my friends thought so. When I was fourteen going fifteen, some cyber guy told me that I looked like twenty with make up on. Even so with coverage, it's abit too exaggerating for an age gap of six years. Goodness. Now being seventeen this year, I was described as an old lady.

Ahhh. It sounds like I'm taking this wayyyyy to serious.
But, I just can't help feeling so troubled by it.
Never had this kinda feeling about age related looks at all.
This is certainly weird.
Maybe I just need somebody to convince me that I'm not.
Or perhaps, just pretend that I'm not.

Okay, I shall not dwell on it furthur.
Totally pointless since I'm already expecting a rhetorical answer in return.

Working in the afternoon tomorrow, hope my performance wouldn't be like a zombie.

Well then,
Oyasuminasai.

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