Just keeps on trying.

I'm very busy that I feel like I'm gonna burst anytime.
Suddenly so many responsibilities and time management for me to handle.
I have to organise everything beforehand and I probably never had such a thing occurred before in my life that's why I feel panicky.
I have to say that this is the first time I felt such a heavy responsibility being carried on my shoulders. It may be manageable for those experienced people.
But for me, I'm just a newbie. Takes time, and I had to try mastering everything in three days. Yes, I'm working. Sort of trainee. As for those friends who I've said I'll intro it to them if the company do happen to have vacancies. Yes, I'll(: But first, I have to master my part first before I can recommend any of you guys in. My manager has set high goals and expectations. I seriously have no idea how am I gonna handle cashing, stocks, store, customers, house keeping and everything else... ALONE. I think I'm already going bonkers right now. It's so tiring... Standing for hours and I'm only being trained for two days. I just gotta keep on trying. Hope everything is going to be okay when I'm alone. I'm even worried for the stupidest thing ever. Like how am I suppose to go empty my bladder when there are 12 glass panels in total to close shop, and I'm the only one in the shop at that particular shift. How. Seriously, I can't control my pee for long. & I'll faint if I have to do so much of multitasking and not drink water. It's very very almost hardly possible for me. So many ways of interaction with tourist from different countries and things to take note of the worldwide company. For a girl without any retail experience, this is purely good game. Alright, I'm so god damn dead tired.
I hope I can grasp everything by tomorrow.
I REALLY HOPE.

WITH MY HEART AND SOUL.