Good Luck My Toe.

Okay I'm really inactive cause as usual I'm packed with so much stuff up to the brim.
I just visited the skin specialist today regarding my pathetic big toe on the left of my foot.
It's been 2 weeks since I was given this whole dosage of antibiotics and some other pain killers with some oilment to apply on it after bathe. But unfortunately, the big toe on the left side of my foot didn't recover as much as the right. Oh yeh, I didn't mention it previously on my blog.
Well, I just wore too much heels and got serious in growth toe nails cutting into my flesh every time I walk. It is really painful and yeap, spoils your mood when it's bleeding with those yellow stuff coming out and all that. I know it sounds disgusting but I'm trying to cope with all these nonsense. To add on to all the troubles, I went down with flu after consuming the antibiotics that was not really effective in curing rather putting my immune system to a really low level. I'm not surprised that I'm having headaches and the crazy feverish feeling again.
Sleep was never enough for me too, I'm quite in the middle of everything and I don't really know how to take care of myself. I think everything I'm doing is just aggravating my situation. Infact, despite of my flu, I ate one tub of Ben & Jerry's just now. Stress is finding its way up to where my brains feels like exploding. UT is just next week. I haven't study ANYTHING at all. Rp has this snowball learning thing that accumulates more and more after each exam. So how the brown cow am I gonna cope well with the way I'm going. Sighhhh. This sucks, really sucks. I'm also veryveryvery worried. In case some of you don't know. The doctor said that he's giving me 10 days for my toe to recover and if it doesn't show any improvement or so even after the medicines and solutions that he prescribed me with today, I'm gonna be undergoing a little toe operation. Cut my nail off. Wut do I have to say regarding this? I don't even want to go think about it. I feel that my body can just break down any time. Just that my soul is clinging on to it, telling it to press on. God Bless Me.
Seriously, I need god to bless me.

That is all I need now.