Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Crawling under my skin, these wounds won't seem to heal.

Dead tired. My dad is sick. & I get nagged all night for not doing chores.
Worst of all, I was also nagged to do stuff when I explained that I had t prepare for th nxt day's ut & even when I'm doing my rj and quiz 20 minutes before 23.59. wut-the-heck?
The following days weren't any better either.
I got degraded a lot of times due t unpunctuality. Okay I seriously, just can't make it on time.
& Even when I try my extreme best t rush t class whn I overslept by 10mins.
Though I was late for like a min or two. MY DAMN FACI JUST WOULDN'T GIVE IN!
Like wutsup with these days man, FML?
I politely requested her t close one eye like maybe once?
I questioned her once.
She gave me multiple answers. & Even reasons to support her stand.
She could have just said a simple, "no" instead. Since my life nw is alr ****ed till this extend.
Wut could have made it much more comforting t her previous statement?
She told me, "It's alright, just put in more effort in today's lesson".
I mean like, are u trying ure best t shove a cushion below my butt after pricking it.
That's just fabulous. Seriously.
& I actually replied her, "Oh, thanks so much for your encouragement."

Since she tried t make it sound like one.

FYI: That picture above, was hw much I wrote down t prepare & elaborate more on just a slide in th whole of a presentation. Hoping that a miracle would happen in my grades.
Like as if it would. I'm just dumb.
Math. I got degraded for lateness again, like on th first time I achieved a "B".
Shud I just be happy & contented or rather fumed up cause it actually doesn't make a difference from my previous grades.
I'm just so unlucky. It's just a difference of a few minutes or so.
Wut else? I had to work like hell again.
I don't knw hw t work smart in RP yet. Why so? No idea.
So I just work stupidly hard, whn I start t realise I'm falling t the bottom of th pit.





& Yeah, before I forget anytime soon.
This is a song I'm currently frantically searching for after watching th movie abt a week ago.
Wasn't able to find it. So... if any of u kind souls spotted the download link or anything,
Pls Do Tell Me!
Well, thts abt all,
Takecare.

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